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I'm going to say this one thing. I am safe, I am supported, I am struggling, and I am suicidal....have been for a while now. I will not kill myself. I have many more people that I can even imagine at my back. I've been doing a lot of processing and sorting out all the mess in my head. I realize tha
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Ellie Byrd
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That i need desperately need to find a new job. My work is not just toxic it is also unsafe physically mentally unsafe. The mere thought of returning to that place gives me such terrible anxiety that it truly deeply literally makes me want to die. It makes me wish for death so terribly that a part o
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Ellie Byrd
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Of me wishes to take it into my own hands. I will die one day as all of us will.....I do long, to a degree, for the peace that will provide, but I also fear the nothingness, so I will wait patiently for that day. We know how strong depression is amd what isn't can drive one to do. I am fighting. So
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Please if ypu are reading this and ypu too are fighting and struggling please do not feel alone.
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Myra Faye Turner
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So sorry you're struggling. I'm not sure how I can help but you can DM if you need to talk, vent or whatnot.
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TinaG
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Nellie Pennington
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Thanks for being open with us all. Sending you love...
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Lee
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Democracy!Equality! Equity!Compassion!
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Fiona Mary
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Sending you love and light. Also all the gentle hugs you need. 🩵
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hmmwrites (Heather's version)
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I'm so glad you have support, and you know you are not alone. Depression and anxiety turn your own brain into an asshole (or at least, that's my experience) and it sucks. I wish you strength... and a new job that doesn't drain your soul. Hang in there. 💜
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