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Hanging on by the tiniest little thread these days
08:21 PM - May 19, 2024
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There's something so attractive about someone who genuinely supports you and wants you to succeed in things... most people just hold you down by the ankles while pretending they want to see you flourish, they actually just want to stop you from doing better than they are...
10:10 PM - May 16, 2024
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I keep thinking about how we are so far down the racism rabbit hole these days that, as a white person, I recently got told "We are more white than you are" talking about my skin tone...

"We"...
10:03 PM - May 05, 2024
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The will to exist just left me out of nowhere, after I had a burst of energy to get things done... I hate this so much
08:06 PM - Apr 27, 2024
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Jacquelyn G.
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Things that make ya go “hmmm”. #nature
01:07 AM - Apr 18, 2024
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I really need to avoid letting people in who make me feel unlovable, I don't have it in me to push past it like I used to... I just end up not wanting to interact with anyone new at all after one of them treats me so poorly.
12:10 AM - Apr 18, 2024
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Logged into my investment accounts I had forgotten about while collecting tax information... and I saw one went up and was like "But why?" since I haven't had positions in anything for years now

Turns out some of my currency is in a foreign currency... which then made sense
01:43 PM - Apr 16, 2024
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I really need a couple days of cuddling to forget how terrible things have been
10:28 PM - Apr 15, 2024
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I can't wait for the day I'm allowed to be happy again... because it's getting increasingly difficult to find reasons to hold on these days
08:51 PM - Apr 15, 2024
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I can't tell if they are still watching me or not but I assume they are. People don't tend to just stop doing something they have done for years, they just tend to hide it when they are caught.
05:35 AM - Apr 13, 2024
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Just kind of expecting terrible news now... Would be my luck for shit to hit the fan when I was assured over and over that it wouldn't and would go in my favour...

I have so little faith in our system to follow its own rules, it rarely upholds them in my favour...
07:21 PM - Apr 08, 2024
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It's not friendship I'm lonely over... it's companionship I miss... Sometimes I wonder if I've ever had it.
01:08 PM - Apr 08, 2024
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I'm waiting until I'm somebody's number one... without the whole chasing me off and realizing it after and expecting me to just pretend that didn't happen part of the deal lol
12:45 AM - Apr 08, 2024
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They don't want me... they just want the attention from me... and I don't feel like obliging with nothing in return for it, only a simp would.
06:40 AM - Apr 07, 2024
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It shouldn't be this difficult to hate her lol
07:21 PM - Apr 01, 2024
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Seems that maybe someone wants the attention I'm not offering for nothing anymore... as it goes. It's all fun and games until you lose the thing you actually wanted because you played bullshit games with someone who said they wouldn't.

Mutual, or nothing. No compromise anymore.
02:54 AM - Apr 01, 2024
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07:54 PM - Mar 30, 2024
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I need a real break from the bullshit... time to actually relax and recharge instead of just these bandaid periods where I pretend I'm getting a break from the abuse. It's burning me out...

But I don't see one coming anytime soon and I'm not sure what I can do about it...
12:23 AM - Mar 31, 2024
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Unsurprisingly, it would seem that I'm still being observed. Is what it is as it's out of my hands.
04:44 PM - Mar 29, 2024
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It's not that I don't care, that doesn't just disappear... it's that I'm unwilling to open myself up to being treated like that.
05:00 AM - Mar 29, 2024
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Some people will do absolutely everything for attention... except for being a decent person worth spending time with lol
02:30 AM - Mar 29, 2024
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I always seem to attract the type of woman who think that because they like me I need to change to accommodate that lol

I'm not some blank slate you can pick by window shopping and then manipulate into what you want.
08:51 PM - Mar 25, 2024
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Even after that long nap my mood has not improved... I just hurt a little less than I did before I went to sleep
03:56 PM - Mar 25, 2024
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Really want to stay away from politics on this account, as best I can anyway
07:43 AM - Nov 14, 2023
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There's something very powerful about knowing you are capable of happily performing evil acts most could not even comprehend... but still choosing to be better than them anyway.

I only have to show most of them the crazy in my eyes and they back right down and leave me be.
02:08 AM - Nov 12, 2023
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Now I am going to have to get back into the routine of being free of prying eyes.
12:15 AM - Nov 12, 2023
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I think I broke her again... She really doesn't like when I just blatantly call her out but leaves me no other choice.
09:17 AM - Nov 11, 2023
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Not sure how cautious I'll have to be initially or for how long to keep out of her radar. Not interacting with accounts I normally would, that sort of thing.
06:41 AM - Nov 11, 2023
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This person has made two errors

The first is assuming I am waiting rather than acknowledging I am not looking but am open to the idea.

The second is to assume that I want to be found as they do. Even though I have explicitly stated that isn't my goal.
06:38 AM - Nov 11, 2023
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I put effort into staying up to get a couple of things done and now I am stuck awake lol

As it goes
10:44 PM - Nov 10, 2023
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