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I never understood why people were always angry with me or why I was always wrong or upsetting them. I know now it’s cos I’m AuADHD. but the pain and confusion and hurt from a life lived where even my innocuous stimming (hair twirling) angered people, who always attached nefarious and malicious
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intent or just plain idiocy to everything I did and everything about me… knowing the *why* doesn’t help. And I can’t love myself. Am working on understanding myself and advocating better for my needs. but I hate my broken brain and that I’ll never be able to click into place. I will spend my life
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wanting so badly to do the things and never being able to get there, consistently, without monumental effort and faltering time after time. I can’t love that or find it endearing. it’s awful. it’s frustrating. it’s maddening. yes I have disorders. yes there are reasons. but
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there’s no getting better, either
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