CPfromCA
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Today has been a terrible day.

I don't know why.

That's the thing about depression, there isn't a "reason." You just get overcome with sadness, dread, hopelessness...

And then people around you wonder "what do you have to be sad about?"

It's very painful.
06:03 PM - Apr 03, 2023
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Captain Renault
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In response to CPfromCA.
Those people are deeply infuriating. I'm sorry you're having to deal with them and their toxic positivity on top of depression.
06:12 PM - Apr 03, 2023
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CPfromCA
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In response to Captain Renault.
It's upsetting.

And it makes me feel like I have to give an "excuse" for why I feel so badly.

And p.s. I'm STILL working, meeting tons of deadlines & functioning far better than the majority of people out there.

So...meeting all those responsibilites while not caring if I wake up tomorrow.
06:22 PM - Apr 03, 2023
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Fredhoof
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In response to CPfromCA.
The human brain is a weird, finicky device, and sometimes it just misbehaves. Just know that I enjoy seeing you on my TL, and if you ever need to take a breather to focus on your mental health, then you should do what's best for you (without the rest of us trying to second-guess you on that).
06:11 PM - Apr 03, 2023
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CPfromCA
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In response to Fredhoof.
Thank you.
06:12 PM - Apr 03, 2023
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Melissa Cavallone
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In response to CPfromCA.
I have been asked that too - what do you have to be sad about? That’s not at all how it works, as you stated. Hang in there. I see you. I’m with you. I appreciate you speaking out.
06:04 PM - Apr 03, 2023 (Edited)
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