In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
the AI summary of this is literally idiotic.
unhuman/inhuman,
AI will never ever "get it" when it's involving metaphor and representation
unhuman/inhuman,
AI will never ever "get it" when it's involving metaphor and representation
09:08 AM - Dec 16, 2023
In response to (laura) elsen.
Hi Laura! Hey I am soo happy to be here rn...
SOMEone at Spoutible heard something. The letter designations have removed an obstacle for me and I am quite grateful. I know it wasn't "just for me" but wanted to specifically thank someone for this.
SOMEone at Spoutible heard something. The letter designations have removed an obstacle for me and I am quite grateful. I know it wasn't "just for me" but wanted to specifically thank someone for this.
09:44 AM - Jul 31, 2023
In response to (laura) elsen.
and yes. Rationally I know it wasn't/isn't.
I just couldn't do it anymore.
All I wanted was a place to share my poetry.
But I prolly won't and again it's a me problem. I get called names so much already I don't need an ap rating me less than
I just couldn't do it anymore.
All I wanted was a place to share my poetry.
But I prolly won't and again it's a me problem. I get called names so much already I don't need an ap rating me less than
04:42 PM - Jun 12, 2023
In response to (laura) elsen.
Like, not rhetorically...what would it hurt if I could tick a box and hide that?
I'd prolly use Spoutible waay way more. You can see from my history I was really excited abt it. But when I went from 0% to getting raised up, complained and got RAISED UP even higher, it felt punitive.
I'd prolly use Spoutible waay way more. You can see from my history I was really excited abt it. But when I went from 0% to getting raised up, complained and got RAISED UP even higher, it felt punitive.
04:41 PM - Jun 12, 2023
In response to (laura) elsen.
thank you, I really appreciate your taking the trouble to read it.
What I really want is flexibility on the user end, INSIDE my profile where only I see it, to hide that infernal thing.
As a transwoman, no matter what is said about it, it is still othering to me, sadly (me problem)
What I really want is flexibility on the user end, INSIDE my profile where only I see it, to hide that infernal thing.
As a transwoman, no matter what is said about it, it is still othering to me, sadly (me problem)
04:39 PM - Jun 12, 2023
In response to (laura) elsen.
I've talked abt that already in my tl and am not repeating it here to save time. if you want to know, it's there.
I just want to be able to hide that shit on MY end to not have to be othered every single time I try to use Spoutible.
Frankly, I stopped becus of it.
I just want to be able to hide that shit on MY end to not have to be othered every single time I try to use Spoutible.
Frankly, I stopped becus of it.
03:22 PM - Jun 12, 2023
In response to ⚛️Shawn Athan.
You misunderstood.
I want to hide it from ME in my view. This would not hide it from you.
You could still see that Spoutible labels me only 17%normal.
I just don't want to look at it. I already otherize and judge myself enough as it is.
I want to hide it from ME in my view. This would not hide it from you.
You could still see that Spoutible labels me only 17%normal.
I just don't want to look at it. I already otherize and judge myself enough as it is.
08:14 PM - May 08, 2023
In response to jackthopkins.
awww! you made my morning! thank you for your gracious reception
10:12 AM - Apr 28, 2023
In response to jackthopkins.
And...a very minor nudge...placing transfolx under the umbrella of sexual minority is a tad misleading. Gender identity is distinct from sexual identity.
The point being made remains the same
The point being made remains the same
10:46 AM - Apr 27, 2023
In response to Sabine.
THANK you, Sabine, for seeing this and seeing me.
My issue with this is ignored, or if commented on the comments are dismissive at best and mocking at worst.
My issue with this is ignored, or if commented on the comments are dismissive at best and mocking at worst.
07:51 AM - Apr 26, 2023
In response to RA.
For the life of me I don't understand what me posting my poems on spoutible disrupts...tho I hope the content of my poetry disrupts a society and system that oppresses
10:19 AM - Apr 25, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
It’s time for bed
and I lay down
and still you don’t break
but instead you take
your silence-cuffs
and chain me
the nightlight goes out
so you turn on the light
overhead and it bears down
bright
relentless
and sterile
just
like
your
silence.
and I lay down
and still you don’t break
but instead you take
your silence-cuffs
and chain me
the nightlight goes out
so you turn on the light
overhead and it bears down
bright
relentless
and sterile
just
like
your
silence.
05:32 AM - Apr 23, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
"...from wounds
and from cuts
and from boots
on small faces
from despairing cries
and from silence
and malice
we just build more hills."
and from cuts
and from boots
on small faces
from despairing cries
and from silence
and malice
we just build more hills."
06:32 AM - Apr 20, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
by orange fading soft
into white then returning
to orange, and orange
and then just more orange
so i sit here, i wait,
i remember another time,
other days full of
sweet music and rhyme
before it was orange,
with some white thrown in there
cus nothing rhymes orange
it just hangs in the air.
into white then returning
to orange, and orange
and then just more orange
so i sit here, i wait,
i remember another time,
other days full of
sweet music and rhyme
before it was orange,
with some white thrown in there
cus nothing rhymes orange
it just hangs in the air.
06:26 AM - Apr 20, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
while the efforts of many
seek orange everlasting
orange for my heart,
bits of white lay contrasting
and the nuance is gone,
disappeared in the mist
along with soft kisses,
it’s all been dismissed
seek orange everlasting
orange for my heart,
bits of white lay contrasting
and the nuance is gone,
disappeared in the mist
along with soft kisses,
it’s all been dismissed
06:26 AM - Apr 20, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
I don’t think I will
ever be whole again
or fit for any service
the light thru the window merely
heightens that separation and
the scraggly fingers waiting
to claw my heart to ribbons
and lick the talons clean
in the moments between
sunrise and sunset
in the cruelty
of the ordinary
ever be whole again
or fit for any service
the light thru the window merely
heightens that separation and
the scraggly fingers waiting
to claw my heart to ribbons
and lick the talons clean
in the moments between
sunrise and sunset
in the cruelty
of the ordinary
09:56 AM - Apr 18, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
dark and choking
indifference…
or any yearning
to pay attention
to urgent and plaintive
cries.
I who am
healed in words
am at last wounded
by words and endless
accusations and slander
and the opaque screens of untruth
I have been broken
I have been violated
I shall never
be clean again
indifference…
or any yearning
to pay attention
to urgent and plaintive
cries.
I who am
healed in words
am at last wounded
by words and endless
accusations and slander
and the opaque screens of untruth
I have been broken
I have been violated
I shall never
be clean again
09:55 AM - Apr 18, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
She knew open and empty
were Something.
were Something.
02:34 PM - Apr 14, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
my heart is a mountain
adorned with the night
a beacon, a presence
I swell from the earth
and kiss the soft skies
adorned with the night
a beacon, a presence
I swell from the earth
and kiss the soft skies
06:40 AM - Apr 10, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
my hair is a crown
that glows with the past
and shines in the night
as I take my courage
and face what may come.
a handful of memory
a bucket of love
a torch lit in faith
and standing on hope
my face set like flint
that glows with the past
and shines in the night
as I take my courage
and face what may come.
a handful of memory
a bucket of love
a torch lit in faith
and standing on hope
my face set like flint
06:40 AM - Apr 10, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
lament as it faded
and pebbles and diamonds
all heaped up at random
and sticks and steel swords
all jumbled together
useless in the corner
to argue, debate
about fighting or walking
together, together
to some better future…
and pebbles and diamonds
all heaped up at random
and sticks and steel swords
all jumbled together
useless in the corner
to argue, debate
about fighting or walking
together, together
to some better future…
06:40 AM - Apr 10, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
The mist speaks of Avalon
Camelot too
but the House that is Gleaming
shines there more True.
It speaks of our Healing.
It speaks of our Hope.
A House that is Gleaming
shall cut every rope.
Camelot too
but the House that is Gleaming
shines there more True.
It speaks of our Healing.
It speaks of our Hope.
A House that is Gleaming
shall cut every rope.
05:59 AM - Apr 09, 2023
In response to Dr K.
would you mind if I added your contribution in the comments on my blog post of this poem?
09:54 AM - Apr 06, 2023
In response to Dr K.
ohhhhhh my DEAR!!!!!
this is right in the sweet spot, in the heart of hearts
deepest thank you!!
this is right in the sweet spot, in the heart of hearts
deepest thank you!!
09:53 AM - Apr 06, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
delicate, riding, perfumed red
or is it white, or golden black
and glowing lustre carmel clean?
but you…still…
heavy with your ego looks
and thick with all your privilege books
and me? Just ghosting in your world
a banner on the wind unfurled
my body pressed hard on the edge
or is it white, or golden black
and glowing lustre carmel clean?
but you…still…
heavy with your ego looks
and thick with all your privilege books
and me? Just ghosting in your world
a banner on the wind unfurled
my body pressed hard on the edge
09:22 AM - Apr 06, 2023
In response to 100% Human Charissa White.
and silence rings in golden throng
words idle cannot do their wrong
and I take up your judgment eyes
and try to ride the dashing waves
until I fly, leave earth and try
to nestle soft and comforted
between wings of the butterfly
pearls beautiful drop from my heart
words idle cannot do their wrong
and I take up your judgment eyes
and try to ride the dashing waves
until I fly, leave earth and try
to nestle soft and comforted
between wings of the butterfly
pearls beautiful drop from my heart
09:21 AM - Apr 06, 2023