Acey Deecey 🚀🚀
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Last night my mom was really on my heart. I wanted to call her and talk about my job and the wild days I have. I'd tell her all about the book sales and the friends I've made on Spoutible. I'd ask how things were hanging with the friends she made in assisted living. I know we'd make jokes.
01:51 PM - Apr 04, 2024
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Acey Deecey 🚀🚀
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I miss her terribly. I have accepted her death and know it was for the best given how her quality of life deteriorated. I miss having her here as both a friend and my mom. It was perfect but we'd earned that friendship and it's one I greatly miss.
02:21 PM - Apr 04, 2024
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Ellen Leigh
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I'm glad you had a mom like that. We are not all so blessed. I wish I did.
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02:18 PM - Apr 04, 2024
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Acey Deecey 🚀🚀
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My mom was not perfect. I haven't been in intensive weekly therapy for 3 years because life was so great. I had to forgive a lot of shit and understand my mother was likely never going to own up to her role in my trauma. But she loved me and I did my best to center that love.
02:24 PM - Apr 04, 2024
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That was a healthy and healing thing to do for sure. No-one is perfect, we all do our best, and sometimes fall short.
02:58 PM - Apr 04, 2024
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